the lady...

2010-12-17T20:15:00.002+08:00

i love RARA!
and indeed,our hardwork paid off..
and the night study works!
i thank RARA and my family for getting me the grades.
without them i guess,i cant do it..
with their help,i acheieved this result!
im speechless..
but im just so happy..
i improve some of the subjects(:
must continue to work hard after this!(:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

Rachel,dont be sad leh..
i know how you feel..
dont worry,theres a next year and its more important than this my dear..
i still remembered what you told me..
you encourage me when im totally nervous that time..
and i know the feeling..
relax babe..
we can do ourbest for next year!
dont cry kay..
we will always be there for you...

Azimah,im definitely proud of you!
totally proud and happy for you!
you beat me this time round..
but theres still a next year(:
challenge again!(: heeeeeeeeeeee(:

Rashidah,yes im happy that you finally passed malay!
and yesss!thanks for the letter(:
im happy for you tooo!(:

*bigbigsmile*

2010-12-17T19:56:00.002+08:00

after a full week of nervousness..
finally,its gone(:
and alhamdulillah,i got it..
i am definitely damn happy..
totally happy!
and i didnt expect these result!
finally i felt relieved after i got eveything..
okay first,
my religious result..
i didnt expect i got 2nd in level..
i didnt even thought of it..
in my mind was only N level result..
so, when i get it,i was shocked.
totally shocked and i teared a bit.
alhamdulillah(:
and at night i cant even sleep..
i force myself to sleep before 3.
and i did.
but the problem is that i keep waking up every 2 hours..
until its 930 in the morning,i just cant sleep back..
i am totally nervous and in my mind was totally about the result.
resultresultresult..
waited and waited till its 12..
change and stuffs then meet rash and rachel(:
The moment i step into the school,the feeling of panic and nervous came back again-.-'
recite prayers and waited for the result...(:
i cant believe that we beat the national score!
and the whole class of 4a2 and 4a3 made it into sec 5!
when i heard that,woah,happy man...(:
and what i wished for,i get it..(:
i achieved that score!(:
yessss!
another good news,
the four of us made it into sec 5!
yessssss!(:
syukur alhamdulillah(:
its a goood and great news for me!(:
im HAPPYYYYYY!(:

2010-12-03T16:13:00.004+08:00

yay!
im starting to like koreans(:
BUT! only when it involves 2PM or SHINEE(:
but mostly is 2PM(:
all because i got influenced by my both sisters..
heh,after watching their video and listening to their song,i got addicted.
hehe(: i like NICKHUN AND JUNHO!(:

ahhhh!i heard that they are in singapore todayyyy!!!

oh man!:(

haiz,its okay...(:

i LOVE 2PM!(:((:(:(:

2010-12-03T16:10:00.000+08:00

2010-12-03T16:06:00.002+08:00

to someone i know..

i didnt know you're like that..

this is my blog.

so its my business..

no one ask for your opinion.

so just get off!

grr!

*not RARA its just someone(:*

2010-12-03T15:51:00.002+08:00

what i did these few days:
WENESDAY,
went to geylang to have lunch..
then,off to plaza singapura to watch Rapunzel 3D..(:
*photos in facebook(:*
THURSDAY,
as planned,we went to the SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL GARDENS(:
but this time round,it rained..
so we didnt get to see most of the animals around:(
and another thing,we came late..
so we kinda missed a lot of things..
but,its okay cause most of it was still the same as last 2 years..
hehe,after going to the zoo,
we went to ate dinner at CHARCO'S(:
the food was okay..(:
and its worth it(:
*photos in facebook*
wheeeeee(:
TODAY,
slacked at home..
everyone was too tired to wake up early..
hhaha,the 3 of us woke up around 12..
lucky,dad never scold..
if not...heh,
TOMORROW,
out to the movies with azimah and syafiq..
perhaps rashidah?
weee,finally mum and dad allow(:
yayy!(:

2010-11-28T18:32:00.004+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

finally dad bought this camera(:

he actually went and asked his friend's opinion before choosing this camera..

wheeee(:

on friday,went he reached home back from work,

dad was so happy and then we asked him sarcasticly when to buy the camera since his off work will start from the first week of december..

that is this wednesday(:

because starting from this wed till next wed is family dayy(:

hahah.weeee(:

so,yesterday dad told us to wake up early,that is 930..

then,off to century square to have brunch(breakfast+lunch) at POPEYE(:

then we head towards PENINSULA PLAZA(:

went around searching for the camera to have a good deal..

some shops sold it at $765,$780..

the most expenseive ones is around $849.

hahha,and we bought it only for $750(:

wheee,but total up was $931 since we bought the printer and stuffs which comes with it.

wheeee(:

thanks dad!(:

i cant wait to use it!(:

CANON POWERSHOT G12(:

2010-11-28T18:29:00.002+08:00

bbq was okayy..
went early since we wanted to go swimming..(:
whee..
but the bad part is during the bbq-ing..
since 3 we tried putting on the fire..
but it didnt work till 7+..
grrr!>.<
and a lot of food was wasted!
should have buy lesser..
but nehh,its okayy..
the left over food are shared equally..(:
hahahaha..
no photos were really taken:(
cause i had no time to take..:(
hahahah,bye for now(:

and luckily things went smoothly and definitely we did a great job!(:

2010-11-26T00:05:00.001+08:00

2010-11-25T23:45:00.001+08:00

yahhoooooooooooooooo!(:

tml's the barbecueee..

i totally cnt wait!

everything is organised(:

im hoping things would go on smoothly as planned(:

wheeee(:

photos would be uploaded sooonnner or laterrr(:

2010-11-21T01:05:00.002+08:00

this gonna stays..

but i dont know till when..?

hmm..

i hate the feeling..

i dont know what to do about it..

haiz,maybe this could be the second last time?

or probably the last?

i was thinking about this on my way back..

so,i guess,

i should just forget about it..

*the guy next door*

2010-11-21T00:20:00.003+08:00

weee(:
prom was awesome!(:
but when i reach that place,it was totally nerve-wrecking..
hahahha..
alhamdulillah,my wish and hope was granted(:
:D
and i saw someone(:
theres lucky draw,singing,dancing..
something happened*
weeee..(:
in the end,unexpectedly,
my table won the lucky draw..
it was totally unexpected.
but i had the feeling that something would happened..
weeee(:
it was a memorable prom night(:
i love itttt(:

~azimah,im so sorry..

i know i shouldnt have force you..

but you know what i mean right?

~so happy to get to see you..

but i bet this would be the last..

unless tml:(

~lucky the mask was handmade(:

it was way worth it(:

2010-11-21T00:10:00.001+08:00

weeee(: PROM NIGHT(:

more photos in facebook(:

2010-11-20T23:39:00.003+08:00

photos during hari raya haji & shopping to vivocity(:

more in facebook(:

2010-11-19T02:10:00.003+08:00

omgomgomgomgomg!

i realised every school got the same theme for prommm..

that is masquerade...

woah!(:

im done with the stuffs too except for the mask(:

i spent most of the time looking for the suitable shoe..

and mum even sighed yesterday when we were shopping for shoes around..

you know why,because some of the shoes got no size and some was totally not to my expectation..

until i found just the right one..(:

phew!(:

byeeeee(:

2010-11-19T01:54:00.003+08:00

weeeeeee..

1 more day to prom!

pictures during hari raya haji will be uploaded soonnn(:

its gonna be a hectic day after this..

prom,cousins wedding,shopping for barbecue stuffs,and class barbecue!

the sad thing is,rachel is not going to be with us during prom..

and im left with rash alone..(: *smilesmile*

as for azimah,shes going to smile all day long..*coughscoughs*

and someone's birthday is coming!(:

2010-11-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

how long am i suppose to keep this feeling?:(

2010-11-12T22:53:00.002+08:00

im eyeing on that shoe!

ohmyggggosshhh!

mummy,can i please get it? :(

pleaseeeeeeeeeee :O

2010-11-12T22:10:00.002+08:00

BRIDGING ENDEDDDD!(:
it was actually okayy,
really it was..
learn new topics for sec 5(:
but to the fact that it was morning,
im kinda lazy..
wake up early,sleep early.
woah!ended upgeting tired in school..
but,its okay avtually..
but when i think twice,
this could be the last time the class would be together..
and im sure,im going to miss it..
i really hope to get through sec 5..
insyallah,i will get it(:

yayyyy!1 week 1 day to promnighttt!(:

weee,i cant waitttt!

ohmy,is this the last time i could ever see you?:(

not evryday i could,only some days when you're in school for exams..

gahhh!can i hope you will be there on the 20th/21th?

please..(:

insyallah,if its fated to see you..

weee..(:

2010-10-31T00:33:00.003+08:00

theres somemore.

but kakak forget to get it from mum:(

nehh,its okay...

2010-10-31T00:12:00.002+08:00

it's HALLOWEEENNNNN(:

wheee...
so,for the past few days,the same things go on and and on..
im starting to like doing those crochet...(:
woah!in one month,i've been doing cornflakes more than once..(:
yay!bakingbakinbakinggggg...
then,for today..
meet my friends to do project and i have to give cycling a missed.
:( nehh,its okayy...
reach home,then out again with family..
TM,T1,CS,EHUB!(:
reached home,and i have to rushed everything..
what else other than the project-.-'
and till now,im the one in the family who doesnt ______(:
whahahahah(:
*photos would be uploaded*

~i dont know why but i have this sudden feeling inside me which ruined my mood today..

sadness?but the reason is i dont know why:(

~bridging starting soonnnn!

im not excited nor sad about it actually..

i seriously feel like studying.

but the negative thoughts keep influencing my mind..

what if i never get into sec 5?:(

oh gosh..

tawakkal je lah atirah..

i seriously hope i will get it..

i dont want to missed a chance like that..

haiz.. :(

~and i cant wait to go madrasah tml!(:

think positive!:D

2010-10-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

kakak fiza!!

*i know you might be reading this post(:*

HAPPYHAPPY BIRTHDAYYY(:

happy sweet 21th birthday!

you are getting older and older each yearr..

means not long enough you are going to reach the age of 26....

you know,i know(:

hahhaha..aas if i know je.. :X

weee,i hope you like the present i bought you(:

i know you have been eyeing on those wallet..

and yes,you know the price..

aiya,mum just say out to you like that..

angry you know.. :(

baru nak keep secret..

nvm,means my birthday you owe me something!(:

hahahha,actually im so excited..thats why i gave it to you yesterday and not today..

hehehe,i know you sure like it..

the excitement on your face tells me so..(:

weee,i love you sista!(:(:

2010-10-24T21:41:00.002+08:00

today was the so an unexpected day..

yeah,theres madrasah..

but i only came there for like half an hour.

and yes,i was the only girl there AGAIN.

you know how does it feels like?

it was terrible okay..

do my surah and hand in the project and off to go..

alhamdulillah that this time i manage to remember the lines..

but with some help from ustaz,

i make it(:

phew(:

another thing is when i have to tell ustaz about my friend who never did any project work..

phew!i felt so relieved after telling..

if not theres this heavy burden on me..

but when i thnk back,i shouldn't cause we did our work but she didnt..

isnt it fair?

but i kept thinking of her results kay,,

what if she had to repeat again next year?and not moving on to sec 4..

haiyo..this decision was hard to make..

but to be fair,i did....

2010-10-21T20:57:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOOO(:

went to the interview just now..

have to wake up early in the morning to reach that place..

that is the CENTREPOINT.

hahah..

someone was afraid we would be late..

but instead,it was early..

hahhaa,ate at long john and waited for the time..

by 11 am,we decided to went in since theres a lot of people coming in..

weee,i saw my longlong primary school friend..

haahah,i dont if he remember me or not lah...

hahah..but look at people one kind in the bus when getting home..

hahah,enter the rooom and theres definitely a lot of people.

for goodness sake,only god knows how nervous was i..

i am nervous but i kept calming myself down..

sit down,continue signing the form and waitedfor our name to be called out..

the lady called each of our name loudly to return our ic..

paiseh sia..mine was the first..hahahah!

most of the people was malay though..

and i guess they were around my age..

the interview was at that room also..

luckily the person called my name with rashidah..

azimah was with another girl..

everything went on smoothly..

after the interview,went back to tampines..

shop here there,meet rachel,and then home...(:

weee..

hopefully,we will get the job(:

2010-10-19T22:20:00.001+08:00

the video is so sweet(: wee(:

2010-10-19T21:46:00.002+08:00

time for me to blogggg!

yes,im gonna blogblogblog..

since school is over..

but im just gonna be rotting at home doing nothing.

except baking,reading(:

wee..everyday in the mrning read the novels till finished(:

then,slept by at least 4am in the morning..heh..

wake up by 12..thats the maximum okayy..

this is going to be a cycle..hahaha(:

i was still asleep when the agency called.

i was already panicking when rash and rach msg me about the job offer..

hahahha..

blame me for not picking up the call..

somemore,its in the morning sia..

wee..but luckily she called back(:

get a job offer at parkway parade(mrks and spencer)

8-28 december...(:

weee..i hope i will get it..

but the good thing was,the four of us get it together..

same date,but not sure of the time.. :(

i really hope it will be the same(:

insyaallah can get(:

finally get to meet RRA(:

yeah,eventhough it was just few days ago that we met..

i misssssss them so muchhhh!(:

and yeah,someone too..(:

but too bad:(

hmm...

so,went to rachels house to play monopoly(:

wee..eventhough it was just a small mini lastminute meeting,

i definitely had fun(:

the good thing was,i finally won(:

hehehe...sorry my three ladies:P

hahahha..i keept getting their money..

hahaha,weeee(:

i hope we will meet again soonn.

cause i just cant stay at home..

its boringggg!:(

haish...

okay2,i shall stop...

i have to continue doing the projects(:

byebyebyebye(:

2010-10-13T21:43:00.001+08:00

yayy!

2pm new video(:

weee...(:(:

2010-10-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

pssst,

next door(:

lalalalala(:

2010-10-11T22:32:00.003+08:00

yes,im starting to like their songs..

its because of ika..

wee(: i admit its nice..

but i will just remain loyal to shinee and 2pm..

no more other group..

hahaha..

if those three sees these,

im dead..oh3:O

they will sure make fun of me and laugh at me..

hahhaa,neehh,its okay...

minho is cute!(:

im sure they will get the shocked out of their life..

hahaha(:(:((:

2010-10-11T21:48:00.003+08:00

examples of the stiching that my sis made...

by hand kay..not machine..

its handmade..

i shall help her with these..

my cousins and friends even ordered for these..

wee(:

so if want to order,feel free~~

heee(:

2010-10-11T21:21:00.002+08:00

thanks to RARA/my family,

each of them did the best to help me..

espeially RARA.

they know me in and out.

when i panicked,they calmed me down..

they know what will happened when im panicked..

and they know when im in or not in the mood..

wee...(:

rachel!

seriously a big thank you!

you even came down for the sake of us during the science papers..

it was totally a big big sacrifice..

you called in the morning since you know that i was nervous for the papers..

you sacrifice your morning sleep forus..

and you replied my msg eventhough it was already late at night.(:

thank you my dear rachel(:

oh3,result is not even out and im already thanking people..

hahahah(:

2010-10-11T20:43:00.002+08:00

YESS!AND FINALLY N LEVELS EXAM IS FINISHHH!!(:

and finally i can start to blogggg!

its been a long time since i start blogging(:

its a good thing that exams is over..

at least i can put aside the studies aside and put my mind at ease..

but,i just cant stop thinking of the results:(

im having this weird feeling and i keep thinking of it..

that was why my mood after the last paper went off..

will i pass or the otherwise happens..

gosh:((:((

im totally sure that im not going to have a peaceful sleep these days..

haiz:(

i just hope what i hope will happen..

insyaallah..

among all of the papers,

i guess poa paper 1 and mother tongue was challenging..

the rest was manageble..

alhamdullillah,at least my effort studyying late at night did not go to waste..

and studying with friends do works...(:

now,and soon after this,

i will be bored to death!(:

theres nothing to do..

hahaha,the fact is,theres stuffs to do..

but im just lazing around..

im thinking of getting a job..

hmmm..mum and dad even allow me to work(:

weee...

but the problem is,what job?-.-

hahaha..

i've got the application form to work..

heee(:

and im so going to start baking and stiching!

i shall post some photos of the stiching soon..

and some photos which was overdue..

hahaha..

thats all(:

2010-09-21T19:54:00.002+08:00

i like you.

how? (:

next door(:

2010-09-21T19:39:00.002+08:00

a mixture of day 1 and 2 (:

2010-09-21T18:22:00.000+08:00

will be updating photos during jalan raya soon...(:(:

2010-09-21T18:13:00.003+08:00

i didnt say i dont know..

i told you that i have never heard it before.

do you have to tell other people to tell me?

fyi,im not deaf and i know indirectly you were saying it to me..

whatever lah!

and,do you have the rights to do that?

even my parents doesnt do that.!

gosh!

i guess this is because of my bad mood swings!

damn!i keep getting irritated over something so small!-.-'

2010-09-08T16:57:00.002+08:00

yay!

hari raya coming soon!

1 day away!(:

3 papers down!(:

more to go...

but these 3 paper only was already tough:(

haiz..

sonner or later,

i will update hari raya's photo(:

wee..

baking cookies tonight!

YAYYYYY!(:

2010-08-31T14:07:00.003+08:00

i swear i hate this kind of days.

why?because i keep thinking about my primary school friends!

gosh:(

i hate it so muchhh!

i've not go back to that school for the past 3 years.

yeah,i do feel sad..

i want a reunion.

but,when i think about things that happened in the past.

i changed my mind.

it seriously does hurt eventhough years have passed.

ohmy,i miss them so much!

and they did not even tell me anything about today's meeting..

ahhhh!damn..

forget it..

and i remember that song we sang during p6..

2010-08-27T22:09:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah..

yes oh yes,i didnt expect the grades for prelim..

i reallyreally thought that im going to struggle and get worse results than mid year.

but,it didnt..

it was a lil bit better..

i can achieve EMB3..

but i got 1 mark more...

that is 20..

19 is the maximum marks..

hmm,can work harder !

i want to get through!

gogogogo!i can do it..

i guess my efforts didnt waste after all..

berkat puasa maybe?(:

hahahha..

i really shoudnt think negatively..

and i must calm myself before doing the papers..

passed all papers except poa.

i can passed if only i did the correct question..

due to the fact that i was rushing through the questions,

i didnt realise that the next question was the one that i can do!

i failed badly actually.

below than i have expected:(

maths and humanities was the papers that make me happy!

for the first time,i passed both papers.

humanities!i get b4 for the firstfirst time...

last time,i keep failing it..

alhamdulillah(:

ika dared me to get an a2(70)..

hahahaha,no promises but i will try(:

i told kakak about maths result..

indeed,she was shocked(:

hahaha.

i know its a just passed marks..

but i did tried my best(:

weweeee...

now,im in the mood to do weelll for N!

i want to achieve my targeted marks..

and i know its not late to change..(:

1 week 4 days to N LEVEL/HOLIDAYS!

1 week 8 days to RAYA!

yes,these both clashes..

not really in the mood to celebrate RAYA actually:(

2010-08-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

im going to start posting this type of songs from now(:

a malay religious song(:

2010-08-19T21:53:00.003+08:00

i definitely had fun with RARA these few days..(:

stayed back after school to studied..

and we even went into a cat fight.

hahaha..it was damn funny..

azimah got the video but i dont think its a good thing to upload(:

somehow its a way for us to release our stress!hahahha(:

theres no school tml,so i can wake up late!

yahhhoooo....!

but damn!my bestfriend came at the wrong time!

haiz..but luckily not the last 10 days(:

fuhh..

to my RRA,

i love you girls damn much!

you gurls just cant stop making me smile and never ever made me shed a tear.

thank you(:

2010-08-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

PRELIMS IS OVER BUT N LEVEL IS JUST LESS THAN 1 MONTHS TIME!

2 paper killed me!gosh!

i bet my prelim result would be worsee and confirm cannot get the point.

oh gosh!

despite studying late at night and studied everything earlier,

i still failed to do so.. :(

the main exam is just few weeks away..

poa,i did reallyreally studied.

but why cant i just do it?

mid year result is already so bad..

and now,this result will still be the same!
ahhhhh!

im seriously dead!

maths!

paper1 was okay..and she even said that we did better than the previous test.

but,paper 2!

it was seriously a terrible death for me!

damn!my mind went blank!

yes,did studied.but it didnt came out.

other topics came up!income tax,interest and all!

wahh!i was totallly freaking out!

haiz..

i cant even get EMB3!

gosh!

2010-08-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

enjoy!(:

2010-08-13T21:42:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH!

aww..but the good was that nothing bad happened like what people said some bad things would happened.

exclude yesterday..

blablabla..

dont want to say anything..

if i say,its no use..

buat tambah dosa je(more sins i will get)..

called people dog for no reason?

hmm..people these days..

dont know how to differenciate a dog and a human being..

hahaha..such a pity.. (:

im definitely sure someone will read this..

and im not being lame..

whatever lah..

okay done about that..

stayed back in class today to study..

and yes,we did.

but for a short period of time..

hahaha,we were mostly having fun although it was only the three of us..

azimah went home:(

Rachel suddenly went insane..

she wanted to rape the both of us..ahaha

(obviously not really rape lah..)

and they said i was really scared(base on my expression lah)

Rashidah was busy searching d________s..

hahaha,

and me ? i did nothing..

hahaha(as if only)

played catching in the class for awhile only..

hahah,its only between me and rachel..

in the end,i went out of the class with my bag.

rachel followed too.

and rashidah was left inside the class.

so,i purposely locked the door and i frightened her with some 'things' in the class..

she was reaally reaally scared.

she shouted..hahah

me and rachel was already laughing out loud..

then,stayed in the class and talked about ghost stories..

not really lah..

by 4,home sweet home..

its the third day of Ramadhan(:

and i definitely enjoyed it..

except for the part where i seriously felt like sleeping in the morning during lessons..

haha,definitely i have to endure..

and im starting to do 'things' after buka(:

i shall not say it(:

good things actually..

and im trying to do it the whole one month..

insyaallah...(:

PRELIMS will resume next week..(:

and i really hope that was my marks..

no change please.. :(

less than a month left to NLEVEL!

should i go for AMP tml?

goshh..

i dont feel like going...!!

2010-08-09T17:06:00.001+08:00

should listen to this song(:

2010-08-07T00:37:00.001+08:00

Esok sudah 4 tahun sejak arwah nenek pergi.. :(
aww,i miss her so much!

hmmm..

2010-08-07T00:18:00.001+08:00

theres more.. but in facebook(:

red cross photos too(:

2010-08-06T23:27:00.002+08:00

PRELIMS this week!

hmmm..should i say it was easy?tough?

yes,i can do..

but im unsure wether i can get good marks..

tuesday was english.

i can do,but i know there would be small mistakes everywhere.

i seriously hope to pass..

wednesday was malay.

definitely can do..

and i really hope to get a distiction.

thursday was social studies and maths..

wahh!it was seriously seriously stressing for me!

need to memorise formulaes and essays!

slept late till 3 am..

just to study both..

in the end i fell asleep and i only memorise just 1 pathetic essay!

im suppose to memorise at least 2!

and i studied the wrong essay:(

darn!i was freaking fed up when i saw the paper!

but luckily while walking to school,i did memorise some points on conflict.
if not,im reallyreally dead by then!

maths was okay..

same as english..there would be mistakes..

and i seriously want to pass this paper(:

and today,

there was supposed to be no school for me..

but i have to helped out in the first aid.

hahha,no comments about their footdrills..

im just going to cover both eyes..

hehhe..

took photos of the cadets(facebook)..

and after that home sweet home..

went out again and meet the 3 of them..

went to airport,,

our aim was suppose to study.

but in the end,

we never since they were sleepy and its already 4+..

hahaha.

camwhored with them..but theres not a lot..

hehehe(:

lucky i never go for the celebration in hall eventhough i was chosen..hahaha

i rather be with azimah doing first aid..

heeee(:

prelim shall continue next week(:

damn!ayah's birthday coming soonnn..

and im not sure what to give:(

yayyy!RAMADHAN is COMING!

2010-08-01T12:19:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah,

evrything was so successful(:

people come and eat and went home with their stomachs full.

haahah,helped mum in the morning.

chopchop garlic,ginger,onions,

washed the chickens,washed the plates,

peel off the prawns skins,

clean up the living room,

entertain my cousins,helped out in everything(:

wahh!finally i feel so relieved!

at least i get to help and do some works.

hahah,peel off the ginger skin till my hands got some stains left behind..

yellow colour somemore(: but its so coolll!

hahha,too bad its already faded by the time i did other works.

hahaha.

the fun thing was everyone did all the works together..

bergotong

it was fun as we get to somehow with cousins and stuffs..

everyne have changed as the time flies..

everything was still in my memory..

mum and my aunties prepared nasi ayam penyet.

wwooosshh!

it was seriously nice done!

a thumbs up!:D

everything ended by 1130.

cousins went off and wait for sis to come back..

wahh!on aircon and sleep(:

i miss arwah nenek so much!

seriously,yesterday night i dont know why i had this sad feeling..!

and yeah,i cried.

damn!

time flies..

eveeryone grows to be more mature or older...

2010-07-30T23:28:00.001+08:00

and i hate your perangai!ahhh!

(not RRA)

2010-07-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

my deardear azimah,

be strong okay?

i know what you're going through for now..

and i know its hard for you to take it.

dont worry,you have us to talk to.

share it with us..

dont keep it to yourself kay?

and one thing!

i like sitting beside you in class!(:

heeee(:(:(:

*ehemsehems*

ssssssyyyyyy(:

2010-07-30T22:40:00.002+08:00

BLOGGYBLOGGYBLOGGY!(:

time flies and tml is already weekend!

ahhh!

few days before,

i felt excited..

but when the day is getting nearer and nearer,

i feel so ________.

have to cleaned up the room,washed two toilets,studies and all!

woahh!can stress you know!

but i totally hate the part when my __ refuse to cleaned up the room.

ggrr!

yeah,

tml got 'kenduri arwah' at my house..

wooh!finally at our house..(:

but the bad thing is that,i have to give AMP a missed!:(

i want to go!

but this is more important!

somemore,tml theres some competitions among different school.

and im so going to miss the fun!

nehh,nevermind..

at least i could see all my cousins and other family members gathering at home(:

yayyy!

have to wake up early,follow mum go to markets to buy ingredients,

chopchop some ingredients..

this,that..

wahh,confirm tml i will be tired!

but its okayy(:

and ohmy!!!

PRELIM is just few days away!

ahhh!

im seriously not prepared!

after PRELIM,then its NLEVEL!

38 more days to N LEVEL!

panicpanicpanic!

im so sure that i want to do well for everything!

suffer at first,then you can sure enjoy after that(:

im feeling tired and hungry at the same time!

my aunt is staying overnight at my place and my room is still in a bad condition!

night classes are fun!

studystudystudy!

2010-07-23T16:45:00.002+08:00

aaaa!

RRA,
im so sorry about today..

its not that i did it on purpose kay..

sorrysorry..

i was about to go actually..

sorry girls..

and i know you girls are angry with me..

so sorrryyy:(

2010-07-18T19:47:00.000+08:00

i ate honeycomb!

the real one(:

yummy(:

yeah,i know.

this is random..

2010-07-18T19:33:00.002+08:00

yesyesyes!!

i found the photos already(:(:

hehehehehe...

happyhappyhappy(:

yayyy!alhamdulillah(:

yesterday studied at mac with rash and effa.

and it was super duper funny!(:

hahahaha..

i had funny laughing out loud(:

got to go,

byeee(:

2010-07-16T22:18:00.004+08:00

im so happy!!

yess!i finally found their facebook after a longlong time searching for it(:

weee....

yahhhoooo*jumpsjumps around*

dear rachel,

im sorry but i dont know what to post about the brain thingy..

heh(:

soon,but not now(:

hehehehe

and yes,

i HOPE abang faizal remember to bring my book tml(:

AMP(:

2010-07-16T21:52:00.005+08:00

yay!

today was soso funn!
celebrated our 4 years friendship together(:

it was simple,but everyone had fun(:

laughed,laughed and laughed..

hahaha,went to eat at food culture to eat.

then,walked around TM for awhile.

then,home sweet home(:

HAPPY 4 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP RARA!

this one whole week was okay,except for one freakingly rude part.

ggrr!the more i said, the more i feel irritated and pissed off..

they said bad things about people.

but do they themselves realise that they also did that before?

urgh!anyhow curse people.

if for example,

we do that to you girls,

do you girls like it?

damn bloody shit.

urgh!

sorry rachel..because of this the whole day your mood is gone..

~i realised that this few days i seriously felt tired..

sleep,sleep and sleep.

and my study time was gone just like that :(

argh!my own mistake..

~3 more weeks away from prelim!

ahhhh!*panic!panic!*

and im starting to enjoy every subject except for english(:

2010-07-09T22:21:00.002+08:00

oh gosh,

i seriously miss the camp so muchhh!

i kept thinking about it eversince i came back that sunday.

even now im thinking if it:(

im like counting and thinking what exactly i did last friday around this time.

ahhh!

andand not fair!

i went through facebook,looking at people's profile.

then im looking at someone's profile.

at least he is in contact with his groupmembers..

mine?only one..

ahh,tak sempat..

everything was in a rush:(

ahh,i miss the facis and all:(

guys mix well with strangers which they dont really know.

but girls?can,but not to the extend of reallyreally close.

i feel so __________.

haiz,

but right,i cant wait for madrasah this sunday!(:

weee..yay!

N level english oral...

yay!its over!

and alhamdulillah.

i can answer it.

at least im not panicking..

i reallyreally felt calm..

too panic will make me go crazy..

hahahha,

all because of my dear friends which guide me 1 hour before the oral.

im lucky to have them(:

yayy(:

thanky wanky gurls(:

next is mother tongue.

but its on 27 july(:

weee..

schoolschoolschool tml!(:

SUNDAYSUNDAYSUNDAY!(:

i want to find sis liyana and sis amal's facebook..

but i cant find.. aww:(

i MISSSSS the camp!

its actually games time(: (for those who know my attitude,hahaha,i will usually have this habit)

hahaha(:

its doone for todayy!(:

2010-07-05T17:51:00.001+08:00

the different colour means different days or paragraph..

i dont know whats with this blog!

grrr!

2010-07-05T11:53:00.009+08:00

3 days 2 night camp..

indeed,what my friends says was true..

the camp was super duper fun actually..

my class girls was seperated..

so in my own group,each of us was from different class and different parts of perdaus.

someof the guys are cute(ooppss,i know i shouldnt have said it:X)

hahaha,seriously i enjoyed it veryvery much..

and im starting to miss everything:(
i get to see some from my school,some people from masjid ghufran and some familiar faces.

let me type out what really happened the whole 3 days..

first day(fri night)

reached there by 8..

then ate dinner.

i ate only a few spoons of it and then the rest was wasted..

then,get into groups and i was in S6..

i get to know syaza,humaira,adilah,zafirah,sarah,albania and my faci,

sister liyana and sister amal.

i get to bond with them and i treated them like my own friends..

im the second eldest there(base on my group members,not faci)
im 16 and the rest was 15..

hahaha,i dont really felt the awkwardness with them..

then,its sembahyang jemaah(isyak)..

together with the guys..

i seriously felt so calm when praying..

the sorrounding was definitely different..

i can definitely concentrate and my mind was not like everywhere..

after that it was time for some games..

it was funny actually..we get to interact with some other girls..

then we were supposed to do a spiderweb by using some strings.

and we were supposed to carry 2 ustazah above our waist..

and it was a success..

we manage to carry them..

we slept by 12+ and my group was seperated with the other girls..

and the whole night i cant really sleep..

i was under the aircon and it was freaking cold.

we have to squeeze together..

even the ustazah slept with us..

hahah,woke up by 5 then sembahyang berjemaah(subuh)..

then its breakfast time..

second day(saturday)

ate breakfast..

and again,i did not finish eating it..

a few spoonfuls of it..

i was panicking actually..

because im waiting for kak fiza to pass me my shoe..

i did bring it,but when i reached madrasah on that fri,

the shoe was torn!

waiting and waiting until one sister went to my group and called my name.

at that point of time,i felt so relieved,..

i saw kak fiza and mum in front of madrasah(:

passed me back the shoe and i joined back my group.
we were suppose to leave madrasah by 730 and off to camp christine..

we have to think of my group name..

and the name is,"sisters of gladiators(SOG)"

the camp was at jalan bahar(think so)...

it was nearby the cemetry..

reached the camp place and each of us were suppose to present a group cheer..

the guys group was so coollll!

the girls groups name are:SOG,nikedidas,wardatun warriors and ukhwandu.

the guys groups name are:GPA(goreng pisang armour),11 pahlawan.10 khalifah and

_____(shit!i forget)..

my group was the last to present..haahha

the cheers was like this:"WHO ARE WE?"

SISTERS OF GLADIATOR.

"WHAT WE HAVE?"

WE HAVE STRATEGIES,

SOG,SOG,GO,GO,GO(x2)

oooo..BOOYAH!

hahaha..it was fun actually!after that we played a game..
Y and Z stock game..

we were suppose to earn some money because we need the money for dinner.

after playing,we were supposed to go to 5 stations.

we have to partnered with the guys team..evacuation,outdoor cooking,map skills,orientating(i dont know how does it spell) and outdoor solat.

evacuation was like first aid..bandaging,strecher..

hahah,i know how to do it..but somehow i forget the steps:X

outdoor coooking was so fun..

it was so easy to cook..theres 2 type..

use solid fuel and this stove(gas)..

the solid fuel was so easy..

easier than the one i learn during RC..
the cooking took only a few minutes..

we fried eggs..

outdoor solat,

we learnt wheres the qiblat,what to do when you want to solat when theres a limited suppply of water and more..

map skills/orientating,

find the direction of qiblat and draw some places.

stop after doing 2 stations and solat berjemaah(zohor)..

then lunch then continue doing the rest of the stations

till it was time to do solat asar.

after that we were given some mission..

there were 8 mission.

the money that we earned for the game were supposed to helped us during that time..

we have to bought some stuffs for our night time.

the 5 stations that we did earlier was suppose to help for the whole night..

we havee to solat isyak berjemaah with ur own teammates and take 'wudhu' by using a 1.5litre bottle,and not suppose to top up.

so we were suppose to put in what we have learnt..

we have to memorise this surah..

but in the end was not tested.

by 12 we were suppose to meet the ustaz at the gate..

each of the group was suppose to go..but seperately..

at first i didnt know that we were suppose to go there..

i have never thought of it..

the ustaz told us not to be afraid and he will play the surah while he was driving..

we were told not to bring a torchlight and there will be someone reciting the azan.

we were blindfolded in the car till we reached the place..

but the ustaz kept on playing surah-surah along the way..

and when we reached the place,theres this person who recite the 'azan'.

the person was behind me.i was seriously so shocked..

each of us get down and then we can take off the blindfolded..

when i take it off,

we were at the cemetry..

the feeling was so ____________...

my heart was like jumping.

ustazah aisyah was there and she was the one who told us what to do and everything.

she kept saying this is first time for you to interact with allah.

if you see anything means allah wanted toshow you..

if never see anything,then alhamdulillah.

your mission is to follow the green stick along the way and you will be walking alone until you reach the end.

my heart kept thumping..

i was the third person to go.

the ustaz that was there kept playing a song to calm us down..

when it was my turn,i kept reciting a lot of prayers.

i have to walked to where ustazah aisyah was..

walked and walked and i saw her..

she said,'imagine urself when you are inside there.

DEATH.you will not know when its ur turn.

i was tearing when she told that..

she did say other things too,but let me write it short and simple.

when im starting to walked towards the green stick.

i was nervous,but continued walking..

the sound of insects and all those was seriously loud..

i kept looking down..

theres some area where i have to walked in between 2 graveyard..

recite and recite till i reach the end point..

it take quite a long time for me to reach the end..

when i reach, i saw my faci and other ustazah..

alhamdulillah,i didnt see anything or experience anything..

went back to the campsite by 2(i think)

when we reach back,we were allowed to sleep...

everyone was peacefully asleep.

wokeup by 5+,

but most of them was still fast asleep..

then we slept back until the ustazah woke us up..

prayed and then relax till it was 715..

third day(sunday)

breakfast and then there was perkasa challenge.

3 challenges:tug of war,waterbomb and this hulahoop thingy.

my group won for the tug of war..

hahah,the waterbomb was kinda funny..

after evrything ended,it was time to unpitch the tent and pack up..

then solat zohor..

after that was the presentation..

hahah.,my group was the first group of girls to go..

our skit was kinda lame..

hahaha,then had a group meeting for the last time..

reflection about the overallcamp..

then,cleaned up and a closing speech.

everyone hugged each other.

after that,home sweet home..

overall,i do enjoyed the camp..

i missed everything..

the nightwalk seriously left me behind a big impact on me.

it helps me to reflect evrything that i've done and stufs..

this camp seriously make me realise evrything..

and i hope i can continue doing it..

i had a totally good bonding with my teammates..

i didnt manage to get most of their contact!

ahhh!reached home,bathe and by 7+,

i was asleep..till 10 in the morning..

im not regretting for going..

thank you mummy and daddy or forcing me to go..

if not i wouldnt have experience anything..

sorry kak fiza for troubling you to bring the shoe,

and i dont know why you are having a bad mood eversince i came back yestersay..

i loveeeeeee the camp so much!(:

i hope to see my teammates next year again for the BUNAYYA CAMP..

and i bet when madrasah starts back,i will be close with my classmates..

these 3 dys made me forgot about all my problems and all.

and i totally forget about the amp thingy in school that sat..

alone then alone then..

and my NLEVEL oral:O

from tml,im going to givemy full attention in class..

BONDING starts tml...

alhamdulillah and i hope wht i've learnt will stay in my mind..

and i miss my group members:(

the song that i played here made me tear up.

i likethe meanings of the song.

BYEEEE(:

2010-07-02T13:47:00.003+08:00

awww..
CAMPCAMPCAMP :(
3 days 2 night.
and my study time is taken straight..
all because of camp..
haiyo..
i have to go since it provide marks and it provide for next year camp..
just go then..
and i havent even pack the stuffs yet:X

starting on tues must be reallyreally serious in studies..
especially mathsss!
i bet i going to be so stress!
nevermind,
GO ATIRAH!YOU CAN DO IT!
this would just be a short post for now..
darn!

N level oral is just next weekkk!

next week!oh gosh:(

to my lovely buddies RRA,

thanks for ur support all this while..

thank you for understanding me..

we seems to know each other so well eversince

we are together since sec 2..

eventhough its just 1 week school started,

you guys can reallyreally understand me..

whenever i feel irritated or stressed up,

you ppl chill me down..

and you guys are there whenever i need help..(:

thank you gurls(:

andand,lets study harddd!(:

(i know its random)

2010-06-25T23:40:00.001+08:00

You may fall from the sky, you may fall from a tree, but the best way to fall... is in love with me.

awww,i love this words(:

2010-06-25T23:13:00.002+08:00

ika's artwork..

oopppss,its upside down:O

hahaha,because of her i have to sleep late till 4am..

haahhaha,helped to colour and touch up only(:

hahah,just hope a miracle would happened..

her artwork is not bad actually(:

cupcakes and brownies

rachel ordered it(:

hhahaha..

strawberry,peach,vanilla,chocolate..

i wonder if its nice?hahahaha

few more days to schoollll!:O

awww...

2010-06-20T22:13:00.003+08:00

oh shittyshitty shitttt!

i went facebook-ing(oopppss,i wonder if that word exist before:X )

and then,i saw some of my primary school friends profile:(

awww..the feeling is so different..

i miss them..

and i saw my somehow a close friend since kindergarten..

shes a chinese..

i dont even think she remember me..

nevermind,i shall add her in facebook... :'(

i misss them:O

i've decided to go for the camp..

im not going to lose anything..but they are..

so,theres nothing i should say..

and i dont like the way you msg just now..ggrrr!

and my result went down the drain!!

hahah,i expected it alreadyy..

2010-06-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

i know this is so random,

but it was just so funny..

out of a sudden,mum shouted,"GOALL!"

hahaha,i didnt expect her to do that...

and i wonder why is she watching the soccer match..

hmmmmsss...

2010-06-18T21:30:00.004+08:00

oh3:O

father's day is in 3 days time..

and im not sure what to prepare for ayah..

if i never prepare anything,

it would be totally unfair since mothers day i cooked for mum..

haiyo..

i dont know if i should go for the religious camp..

aiya,so malas sey!

3 days 2 night!
another thing,the atmosphere i bet its different.

its not really the same as the camp that i usually go..

this one must totally 'tutup aurat'.

i wonder how..

and,im not really close with my classmates..

and,theres only 5 girls in total..

what if the 4 of them never turn up and im the only girl like last time?

haiyoyoyoyoyyo.

mum asked me to go..

and at the same time,

i feel like going and not going...!

ohh mann:(

i must make the decision by this sundayyy!

DUSHDUSH!religious exams results will be out too!

i dont think i really did well:X

mummy said im beginning to put on weight!:X

shit mann!

aww,but im nott!

but its just so recently that im having my.....

that is why i kept eating in the night!

grrr!!!

nvm,meeting rash tml to exercise..

hahaha,

i hope rachel and az can join us..or maybe saira.

i know its so sudden and obviously i cannot lose my weight on the spot..(:

hehehhe..

hope to finished all the hmwks by this week..

2 more POA questions and chemistry online quiz..

and i hate cramps!:(

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE(:

2010-06-17T14:36:00.003+08:00

oreo ice-cream cake(:

yeah,im randomly blogging for no reason(:

hah,im just bored..

out soonn..

to the esplanadee(:

i like that song!(:

2010-05-30T21:10:00.002+08:00

will be back soonn..

ohya,good luck for those taking O level malay tml...

2010-05-30T20:28:00.003+08:00

its beeen a longgg time eversince i post.
heh,that freaking computer break down and every picture i saved before was gone..
currently using kakak's lappy.
wanted to use it since that last thursday..
but was dragged till today...
hahahaha,

about my result,
i did passed..
bu it was a average passed..
haiz..
mummy was supposed to meet Mrs Tan,
but in the end never..
hahahah,Mrs Tan talked to mum during the school hours..
heheheh..
i heard what she told my mum..
she even ask me what happened with my POA result..
i seriously did badly for that..
she seems like she have the same thoughts as me..
she said about getting nervous during the paper..
and indeed,
i do get nervous during the paper..nervous till it leads me to think negatively.
till now i havent even show the results to my parents except for kak fiza..
mum did asked for it..but i didnt even give it...
becauase i know the consequences..
i realised that im lucky to have kakak..
if not,i wonder how am i suppose to cope..
luckily mum and dad understand my situation,
they said that this was just a practice..
imlucky ...at least they understand how i feel that time..
but mum keep saying "why must i be nervous and why must i have the 'sifat malu'(shyness)...
if nervous means that you have to study few days before, not last minute.
few minutes before the paper you should calm ur mind and not to make myself panicked.
try to get out of ur shell(stop getting nervous and shy for no reason)"
what she say actually make sense..
hehe..

yeah june holidayss..
no more holidays for me...
hehe,
it will be revisionrevision and revision...
i guess i will be gone for a longlong time..
no more nonsense stuff...

and i wonder about my religious exams results..
im sure i did badly..(not that bad lah)
everyone did their papers very fast and im the only person left..
obviously the feeling was so ___________-.-'
english oral,
im not gonna say a word..
im gonna keep it to myself..

i will be back.
but not sure when..
(:

oh3:O

watched to much of mio and i keep watching af8.

but lucky it has ended..

and i like the guy's song so much...(:

2010-05-21T22:06:00.002+08:00

mid year results this time round..

i did badly..

totally..

i realised that im getting lower and lower than before..

rash,az and rach's result is increasing...

know what,i guess i should start everything from the start..

i wannnt to get through sec 5!

for 3 subjects,

i get 12..

pathetic right?

i need to get malay and POA an A2...

science,3

maths and english,probably 5 or 4?..

awwwwhhhhh!

chemistry paper i get an A2!

yayyyy!

but overall marks,i get 4 for science..

physics pull it down:(

haizz!nvm..

shall try more harder!

2010-05-21T21:20:00.004+08:00

im so tiredd today..
im kinda restless..
feel like sleeping but im trying not to..
talking about just now,
so sweet of the juniors to do that for us..
first,they told us to report by 3.15..
from 1230-315,
the 3 of us were like rotting in the canteen aimlessly..
we have nothing to do(:
waited and waited till the time..
went to the hall and they seems like they were practicing...
we were supposed to do a small parade in the hall..
yeah,i was panicking..
when it was my turn,rachel kept smiling at me for no reason..
hahhahaha..
i was about to laugh..
luckily i controlled it..(: rachelrachel...(:
then,played captain ball..
something happened...
i swear it was totally an embarrasing moment..
i was chasing for the ball and at the same time,i was running sideway..
and then,"DUSHH!"
i fell!
ahahhaha,the juniors and the sec 4s were laughing at me..
malu and paiseh sey!
especially ika and the gang!
hahahah(you should know who(: )
thenthen,the uncle never let us play in the hall..
so we were like walking here and there..
until azilah finally said that we were supposed to go to the canteen..
ohmy..
they were like standing at the side welcoming us while clapping their hands..
so,we have to walked that way..
it was kinda embarassing too..
but its okay(:
they prepared a lot of stuffs for us...
cake,card and a cd..!
and then,pizzzaaaaa!(:
everything ended by 530..
:(
stayed back longer to teach some of the sec 2s in preparation for their NDP tml...

ohmy,im gonna miss everything..

officially we have step down:(

my dearest sec 2s,

thanks for the muffin ehy!(:

i hope everything would not end here..

2010-05-17T19:28:00.001+08:00

IT WOULD BE A MIRACLE IF MUM AND DAD ALLOW ME TO GO ICE SKATING WITH MY DEAREST FRIENDS TML...

can i?

i want to go!!!

please oh please..

2010-05-17T19:14:00.002+08:00

WEEEE..

finaally i survived by making these(:

hahahha..

"atirah's cinnamons lil donuts"

hehehehehehhe

2010-05-17T18:46:00.001+08:00

PAST FEW DAYS OUTINGS(:

2010-05-12T17:08:00.003+08:00

oops!i want to post specially dedicated to me dearest goodgood friend(:

selamat ulangtahun yang ke enambelas!(:

yayy!

ur present will be a little bit later..

sorry tau!

and sorry for stealing this picture(:

hahahhaha.

happy 16 birthday!

2010-05-12T16:36:00.002+08:00

i am seriously feeling so downdowndown today..

these few days,i realised that im not in the good mood.

i kept getting angry at people without reasons..

when i am in a good mood,i kept laughing like no ones business..

when i feel so down,i will seriously feel that..

when im too stressed and when someone suddenly disturb,

i will be more irritated.

AND I HATE THIS FEELING!

i hate it when my mind went blank during exams..

studied the whole night,but then it seems like it doesnt even worked..

for no reason,i teared up just now because of POA!

i should have put in more effort in geog than POA!

if i memorise geog,confirm can answer the question..

but i didnt really went into it and so it is wasted!

ahhh!

what the hell is wrong with me this few days..

i had this feeling inside me about exams..

somehow,i had a feared of it and then i will tend to panic..

when i panic,i cannot understand the question well..

when i thought that i had completed the paper,

there was actually a lotlot of careless mistakes.

i should have gone through the question slowly by slowly..

haiz... :(

n level this year..

if i continue to be like this,

memorising or studying last minute,

i will surely go down the drain..

i want to get through N and take O..

but can i do it?:(

2010-05-02T22:27:00.001+08:00

yeah,its kinda random!(:
heheehehehhehehe

2010-05-02T22:15:00.002+08:00

2010-05-02T22:08:00.003+08:00

yesterday,

while me,kakak and ika was about to crossed the road to catch up with mum and dad,

we walked pass this SAF thingy..

we were running to catch up with them when suddenly theres this voice,

"baik baik lari nanti jatuh"

(be careful if not you will fall)

ika replied,"okay."

we were carrying a lot of stuffs then,imagine when we run..

hahahaha...

its like a big bear running...

when we crossed the road already we were all laughing our heads off..

we were thinking confirm the guy inside there would laugh terribly..

hahahahah...

2010-05-02T21:01:00.005+08:00

there's more...but in facebook(:

2010-05-02T20:49:00.002+08:00

it was totally a wonderful day yesterday...
hehehe..
mum,dad and ika took a taxi to get to the beach whereas me and sis took a bus.
i swear it was so freaky and paiseh seh..
want to know why?
both of us get down at the wrong stop!
theres this policewoman went into the bus..
then the the rest of the passengers was like showing this pass..
when its our turn,
she looked at us..
then,both of us realised that this bus was going to changi airport thingy..
serious shit man,
it was so paiseh!
hahahaha,when we tell mum,
she can still laugh at us..
BARBECUE & BARBECUE...
hehehe,it was so fun...
i get to spend the whole day with my dearest family(:

2010-05-01T13:09:00.003+08:00

yayyyyy!

barbecue-ing later at the beachh!!yayyyy!!

this is what i've been waiting for!(:

photos will be updated by tml..(:

i guess so...(:

2010-05-01T12:30:00.002+08:00

~~hello~~
yeah, i've nevr post anything on my blog since last week..
let me recap last week events...hahha
yay!3 papers down!(:
sunday
~i've to go to religious class for awhile since its only hafalan..
surah asy-syam and al-lail..
as usual,im the first to go..
im not that ready..
the fact tht im nervous,
my mind went blank for surah asy-syams!
i totally forget about it..
but luckily,my ustaz guide me along..
but no use,i still cannot remember anything..
but somehow,i get to see the marks he wrote..
al-lail(10/10)
as-syams(6/10)
:( aww,i could've get better marks..
nahh,its okay..
monday
~nothing much happened..
tuesday
~fuhh!PE was taken over by Miss Chin.
yay!
andandand i can getover the fearof standing broad jump!
i used to have fear about it..
last year,i cheated..hahahh(:
but i just hoped that there would not be retest for that..
hehehe..
because of SBJ,
a lot of us had cramps..
badbad cramps(:
and we had to endure it or the sake of MYE(:
hahaha..
im the first,so,im kinda panic and that point of time..
then,when i jump
i fell:X
i went forward..i skidded nd the position its like im praying...
paiseh sia..hahhah
but overall,i passed(:
wednesday
~english paper!
i really hope i can pass the paper...
it was kinda okay..
but im afraid for compo....
thursday
~malay paper!
same as english...
im mostly afraid of paper 1..
friday
~social studoes paper!
i memorised 2.75 of the essay..
fuhh!luckily 1 essay came out..
im like...
yayy!!!
after it ended,
went home..
at night,went out with family to have dinner outside at changi..
after eating,went to the beach!
the feeling was so....(:
hahahhha..

ohya,because of that girl..
my kakak lost her mood to eat..
she went for an interview..
the friend lied to her...
haiz,i understand that feeling..
relax sis...
she was feeling so down yesterday..
haiz...

~yay!3 down!

~few more papers to go!

~monday tak ada skolah!yeeyy!(:

~FATE?

hahahahha(:

*smilesmile*

only RRA knows(:

That Should Be Me - Justin Bieber Studio Version (Download + Lyrics)

2010-04-23T19:55:00.001+08:00

i swear i love this song!

oh3:O

im addicted to his songs!(:(:((:

2010-04-23T18:39:00.002+08:00

okay,i shall give up searching for new blogskin:X
and this computer keep switching off on me.!

basically,this week was full of ups & down...
yeah,the same things happened again..
we fighted again..
but,now,we are kinda in good terms back..
i dont understand why must this happenend over and over again..
lets stop talking about it...

we stayed back a lot of time this few days just to study..
chemistry and maths was just yesterday...
it was so stressing..
at least,i do pass my chemistry...
yesterday test,and today was the result..
16/25(:
yayy!
improve a little bit i guess...

MYE IS NEXT WEEK!
gosh!
stressstressstresssss!
i want to do well for MYE..

ahhh!i have to memorise a lot of stuffs!

need to hafal surah,social studies...!

2010-04-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

at the airportt....(:

2010-04-17T21:55:00.003+08:00

andand today,
went out with saira,rashidah and rachel to the airport..!
our intention was to study..
but in the end,hahahah..
looked,we did study but for awhile only..
hahaha..was supposed to meet by 1230.
but was extended to 1 since rash wanted to follow..
hahaha,but,
she came late!
she meet us by 140.
hhhaahah..
we were supposed to go to the marine parade library or esplanade.
but due to time constraint,(i dont know how to spell..(: )
we changed the plan.
so,off to airport!(:
but thanks to her ,
i got to see someone in the airport(:
hahahahah..
it was totally unexpected..!
went to eat at TCC..
but it was Rachel's treat!
hahaha..
so,our study time was dragged..
by 530,we left...
hahahaha(:
SUCH A GOOOOD DAY TODAYYY!(:

my sis asked,"do you know what does it mean when you see someone you like in the airport?"
me:"dont know..what is it?"
sis:"it means that the person is going to leave you..!"
me:"no lah!dont nonsense!(in an angry tone)"
hahaha,
it was supposed to be in malay actually..
i was kinda blurr at what she said until i realise it after bathing..
hahahah..
it was so slow of me...hahaha
i get the joke,sis!

thank you rachel for the treat!(:

MYE is 2 weeks awayyy!

~weee~

i like 'light travels in a straight line'..

when theres australia,

theres no finland..

but when theres finland,

theres no australia..

2010-04-17T21:01:00.001+08:00

we received a bad news yesterday.
we didnt expect it would happened yesterday..

we thought it would be on the 23 april.

and not on 16 april...

we got to know about it during training.

like wth..

from a happyhappy mood to a sadsad mood. :(

we are so shocked to know about it until some of us teared up...

im lying if i said that im not sad..
i will definitely miss those moments with the cadets..

during the camp,camp preparation..

and others...!

ohmy,i swear im gonna miss the cadets!

and the NCOs tooo!

i just hoped that they are not going to forget us just like that...

now,our fridays would be so empty... :(

we finally step down:(

and,

good luck to the new batch of NCOs...(:

see,time do flies..

and without us realising,its getting nearer and nearer..

2010-04-10T13:25:00.001+08:00

2010-04-10T13:08:00.001+08:00

pictures from last saturday!(:

2010-04-10T12:54:00.003+08:00

Red Cross Dinner yesterday was okayy..
except for the part when all of us get mixed up with the place..
`we dropped at the wrong bus stop..
`getting wet while walking uner the rain to get to Bendemeer SEc.
`it was raining..
`we are late..hahhaha
`and we reach there 1 hour later..
hahhaa,we even mistook Bendemeer Pri as Bendemeer Sec:X
but,luckily when we reach the school,
it didnt really start yet..
they are just doing those speech..
hahahah..
i got headache after that:(
grrr!

-i failed POA by 2 marks!

i can actually passed the paper if not because of my careless mistakes!

haiz..no use regretting...

-hahahah,sorry AZIMAH..

i've been having cat fights and pinching fights with you!

hahahha,it was fun though!(:

-MYE is around the corner..

yikes!:(

-i pity kakak..

tell also wrong,never tell also wrong..

might just dont tell right?

2010-04-07T18:44:00.003+08:00

SWAY day today!

about the ppl which thinks that we are their servants,bodyguards..

we are not !

do we look like we provide water?

RC helps ppl but not provide water..

for goodness sake,are they just dumb?

why do teachers complaining about us when its not our part and fault,

`do we provide calamine lotion ?

`you asked for road martial not first aiders..

`we know what to do and theres no need for you to instruct us.

grrrr!

some of us meet early since the time that we are supposed to reach there is 630 am in the morning.

but in the end?

lucklily we kinda came late.

its dark and early in the morning.

ggrrr!

in the end,no one thanks us!

wth !

seriously,why must they look down on us?

its red cross so lame or what?

haizzz...

get to see someone running!(:

schools tml!

we emerged second in art festival!(:

*photo will be uploaded later..*

2010-04-02T23:47:00.003+08:00

theres more..but in facebook(:

2010-04-02T23:21:00.002+08:00

today was such a funnn dayyy!
first,when for friday prayers,then eat at 'zamzam'..
then,off to 'marina barrage'....
it was kind of our first experience to go there..
thanks to kaka fiza's hp,
we reached there on time(:
walked here,there...
i love looking up at the skies to see those kites on the cloudy skies..
its so cool..
see the photo and definitely you will loved it(:
hahahha..it was funn lah sey!
but then,it was so tiring!
from morning we went out till 10 then we reached home!
hahahaha..
but its fun spending time with my family..
i looovvveee toodayyyy!!!
*yayyy!tmltml!i cant waittt!
pray hard that we would get into top 3!(:*

2010-04-01T22:54:00.001+08:00

im hungryyyy!:(

currently watching,

Senario The Movie 2 Beach Boys..

hehehehe(:

2010-04-01T21:12:00.002+08:00

yayyy!theres no school tml!(:

fuhh,finally can relax a little bit..

yay!im going out with my family tml..

go for friday prayers,eat and moreeee(:

then,saturday!!

i cant wait for this!

and im nervous...!

i wonder which position we will get..

1?2?3?4?5?

ohhhhmmmyyy..

first time achievement in arts festival...!

i reallyreally cannot wait..

hahahha..

POA test..

im 100% sure im gonna fail that paper....

while doing,my mind suddenly went blank..

and i stopped doing for a few minutes..

i keep asking,'can i just give up this paper?'

'i want to retake!'

at that point of time,

i was about to cry and give up..

seriously,im confused with the questions..

the paper was okay..

but its just the workings... :(

grr!wth happened to my POA..

from the beginning of the year,my marks is decreasingggg!

grrr!i have to do something about it..

i dont want to sit at the back of the class!

ohgosh:(

2010-03-26T22:29:00.001+08:00

mr abdillah's birthday cakee(:

2010-03-26T21:54:00.003+08:00

mum said that i looked tired when i get back home..
the fact is yeah,i am tired..
i looked a little pale actually..
everyone was not in a good mood during training..
especially about the volleyball incident..
haiz..
i dont want to talk about it..
the matter somehow get worse.. :(
but one thing i know,we are not even at fault.

i guess tml ayah will be working..
kakak,'bro-in-law' and adik wants to go to sungai road..
hahaha,im dead if kakak sees that..(:
and i dont really want to follow them..
mum will be alone at home..
so,i either accompany her at home or go out..
one thing i know,i wanna study..
i feel like going out tml to study with friends..
i feel like going out,but at the same time,im lazy(:
i feel like bakinggg!
i wantt to bake brownies or cookies!
'mummy,can i?'
haiyo..depends if she's in the correct mood..

~i guess,the way for me to release my stress is by writing on my diary or blogged..

~i want to get good results for 'N' level..can i?

am i able to get it?

~im confirm gonna studdy soon..

~from now on,i will make sure i will sleep by 11pm..

so that i can concentrate..

~no more playing..

~MYE exam is nearby...

~physics and poa test next weekk..

~physics distinction club is hard..

i wonder if i can catch up.. :(

2010-03-26T21:33:00.002+08:00

on thursday morning,
i received a good news!(:
we get through top 5 for arts festival!
me,yu hui and the others didnt really expect that we can get through..
it was such a bigbig news for us...
finally,we won something for arts festival...
we did everything in just 2 days!
this was really an achievement..
on the day we were suppose to hand in this static display,it was raining..
we got stuck along the way since the place is freakingly inside..
the time was about to be 12..
but we managed to reach there 5 minutes late...
luckily,we were not even disqualified.
our efforts reallyreally paid off..
eventhough it was a last minute thingy,
we managed to get into the top 5!(:(:
yaayyy!the main result will be on 3rd april..
ohmyyy..i hope we get a goodgood result!(:

ohya,yu hui!

i definitely have a good time with you doing this!(:

2010-03-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

'photos in FACEBOOOKKK(:'